Because is a big word I use all the time.
Because I am scared of change.
Because I’d have to sacrifice things.
Because I don’t want to.
Because I do not want to care.
But,
I have to care.
I do care.
I care enough.
So,
here goes.
Because is a big word I use all the time.
Because I am scared of change.
Because I’d have to sacrifice things.
Because I don’t want to.
Because I do not want to care.
But,
I have to care.
I do care.
I care enough.
So,
here goes.
Geylang. Food. Johor. Food. Shop. Food.
(Heh my life does revolve much around eating doesn’t it.)
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I have thought a lot about this. For years. It finally hit me.
Here is to today and the rest of life that’s coming up.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
7 July 09.
Today we celebrated the end of CTs, as we have done these two past years. Ayam penyet at Lucky Plaza mmm yummyyy
Was a good end to this week; walked around the shops for pretty long then our plan to watch I Love You, Man got cancelled cos the tickets were almost sold out. Ah well, nothing can make me sad today cos….
I GOT RADIO:ACTIVE!
I never thought in a million years it would finally reach Singapore ahhh now I feel complete (:
I thought I could wait till after the CTs to post this, but I just couldn’t.
He was the King of pop, whose beats danced in our heads, whose moves lifted our spirits and whose heart moved ours. He was Michael Jackson, who passed away on 25th June 2009. I think his death brought about this unspoken truth; we can all come and go that easily. He was going to set off for a world tour; new choreography, songs and more. Little did anyone expect someone so great to leave only a legacy from decades ago. What about now, what could there have been?
And what about us? What would we do with our time?
Can we influence others too? Can we make a mark? Can we make people think good of us, dead or alive?
I think he was handsome whatever he looked like. For what he did, he’s great.

(Pictures from http://www.allmichaeljackson.com/)
Needed a song that could just encapsulate the entire matter. What else, but one of his own.
Like a comet
Blazing ‘cross the evening sky
Gone too soon
Like a rainbow
Fading in the twinkling of an eye
Gone too soon
Shiny and sparkly
And splendidly bright
Here one day
Gone one night
Like the loss of sunlight
On a cloudy afternoon
Gone too soon
Like a castle
Built upon a sandy beach
Gone too soon
Like a perfect flower
That is just beyond your reach
Gone too soon
Born to amuse, to inspire, to delight
Here one day
Gone one night
Like a sunset
Dying with the rising of the moon
Gone too soon
Gone too soon
If there is one thing I could have right now, it’s assurance.
It has been a moody week, and will probably be a gloomier week to come.
Today I had great company that I’ve been missing all June. I know that as wearisome or dreary school will be in the next semester, people I love will be around.
The Bachelor is on TV and I realise there is an occupation called “socialite”. Oh my.
I miss old songs. Pieces of Me was playing in 7-11 just now, and the other day I was rethinking my old playlist material like Sandi Thom’s I Wish I Was A Punk Rocker With Flowers In My Hair, Jessica Simpson’s With You, Counting Crows’ Big Yellow Taxi and A Thousand Miles that got really popular in the White Chicks… (:
Great memories at RG coming back and I’m smiling again.
Movies!
Ayam Penyet with batchmates
Finish Big Bang Theory episodes
Movies after TV shows after movies after TV shows… you get my drift
Buy kain for baju raya at Geylang
Go Malaysia to tempah baju; get dunkin donuts!
School life (def better than this June)
Not studying again (:
Hmm definitely good enough incentives to get CTs over and done with. So many exciting stuff to look forward to after that!!! Yay Aida feels very motivated now she will get off the comp by 10.
I’m pretty sure no one blogged about this or made it a topic of discussion. So, people. We are having 9 long weekends next year!!!
* New Year’s Day – 1 January (Fri)
* Chinese New Year – 14−16 February (Sun, Mon, Tue)
* Good Friday – 2 April (Fri)
* Labour Day – 1 May (Sat)
* National Day – 9 August (Mon)
* Hari Raya Puasa – 10 September (Fri)
* Deepavali – 5 November (Fri)
* Hari Raya Haji – 16 November (Mon)
* Christmas Day – 25 December (Sat)
I am smiling so wide macam walrus. Or raccoon.
NINE LONG WEEKENDS WOOOO LUCK IS ON OUR SIDE (:
I think there are three types of truth. One that you should learn. Another is what you’ve have yet to find out. And lastly, truth that you shouldn’t know about.
Frankly, there are some things I wish I hadn’t been exposed to, or have gotten to be aware of. Because it brings in this whole new element of being proud of knowing something, and complacency.
I think it applies to a lot of people. It bugs me to hell that I haven’t been able to focus on my studies. For reasons somewhat unclear to me, and unknown to everyone else, I’m stuck in a phase of floating around in my own bubble, space, bedroom, lazy like a piece of mouldy sandwich.
Sigh